| *yawwwwwwwnnnnn* sorryyy for the two year hiatus, actually your lucky im even using this at all, but i figured this is my last summer before college and nobody actually reads this things so it can be kinda a journal where i can look back in a few years as ive been doing today and realizing how far ive come. Get everything up to speed....since last post ive endured through another season with dematha both school and soccer, both being disappointing (grades pending soccer 19-1-1) with the lone loss being one of the lone points in my life and only time ive ever cried over a soccer game. Beach week was fun, did some illegal activities that i hope i remember so i remember how bad they were and never do them again lol, and im goin to st marys of southern md this fall and hopefully will play soccer down there. For the most part im still same old naive me but i think a lot of the relationships i have with people now are a lot tighter than they used to be. I guess you could say i have a lot of friends, but im only close with a tight knit group of people. Relationshipwise im struggling miserably and im not exactly sure why....i probably have no game or something lol....and im bout to grow my hair out and grow a beard for the first time in my life since i wasnt allowed to for the previous four years because of school. Im done here now...i would play something on x-box360 since thats the technology of the time but im still stuck in 2005 so ill juss stick to fifa on ps2 lol ciao |
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| Sooo im pretty much still feelin the same way as my last post...cept not as radical...really im juss lookin for someone to mess around with and stuff....no strings attacted...
Anyways schools out for break...ive got ODP tryouts all this weekend...other than that i plan to take it pretty easy for the next couple of days...im leavin for Tampa on Saturday or Sunday for a soccer tournament so next Friday im gunna try to meet up with sum ppl and chill w/ them
Cowboys play Skins tomorrow...big game
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FUCK GIRLS
People like Mandie and Mandy and Nicole are the reason why im glad i go to an all guy school sometimes....fuck the drama....fuck the mind games....fuck everything |
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| Soccer
Actually talking to Val
Wasted nights without meaning
...Just like in the good ol days |
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| My stomach hurts
Right Ankle
Both Shins
Head
Right Index Finger
Heart
It sucks because the first five will heal...the last one never will...
Our coach is leaving our club team to move to Florida where he is taking up a Real Estate job and today was his last game coaching us. I know this sounds gay that im writing about how im upset over a coach but if you had any idea how close i was to him you'd understand. This guy was like my ideal version of an older brother, combination of arrogance yet subtlety, humor and solemness, jack assedness yet you can help but like this guy-itous. He'd often push our buttons just so we'd push back and vice versa. He'd often tell stories about his national club team championship and how he had covered players such as Roy Lassitor ('94 USA world cup team) in college and high-school. He was always right, i when i say always i mean always. In my three years playing under him, he may have been wrong once, yet i wouldnt be able to remember it. He always had something funny to say, often refering to referees as "Nazis" if they made bad calls. But more importantly he taught us all life lessons, simple things such as team-work, hard work and discipline were a necessity to be a favorite of his. We had a lot of downs together and few ups, but the ups were far sweeter. It was a great run, a moment of my lifetime that I'll cherish forever. Twice I almost left the team under him, twice i would've made a mistake far bigger then I'll ever make in my life. |
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